Jules’ baby boy did not survive the night even with my best efforts and contacting experienced people for advice and help.
I don’t know why these things happen. But unfortunately when we are dealing with living creatures, we experience loss. (It’s always worse when they’ve made it through the first week of life fine; gaining and growing, and then all of a sudden something like this happens. And I don’t have an answer…..)
It sucks.
Sometimes I feel like quitting and doing something not so emotionally draining.
But I can’t.
This is my life. And I love what I do, even though it hurts sometimes and gets discouraging.
So I’m off to love on the other puppies and give Hope a big hug <3